December 2009
14 posts
my year.
tomorrow’s NYE. 2009 has had its ups and its downs but all in all not a bad year. definately absolutely positively WAY better than 2008. 2008 blew. ass. chunks. but 2010 now that’s gonna be my year baby. my year.
Dec 31st
i just sent a really nice message of well wishes to ryan. against my better judgement. he better fucking deserve it.
Dec 31st
Dec 25th
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december 24th
Leave me standing here Act like i’m not around The coast will probably never clear Can I please go home now? I had that dream about you again where i wait outside until you let me in. And there I stayed. Wow. Today was quite a day. I cooked christmas even dinner in an effort to stay busy. More to come…
Dec 25th
FUCK.
I’m upset and I shouldn’t be. I really, really shouldn’t be.
Dec 19th
Dec 17th
let's just skip the rest of december
I’m beginning to hate the holidays. I REALLY, REALLY want to like them. But I don’t know, the older I get the more disillusioned and sad I become. The holidays just become a flood of memories for me. Memories of loving and being loved. At the moment, I would give anything to hear Nick say “George! George Bailey!” And, yet I’m torn about visiting SF because I’m...
Dec 15th
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Dec 8th
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Sad.
I’m not ready for this role reversal. There’s a thin line between parent and child. And, the line just grows thinner over time. I want my tattoos already. I want to be able to look at them and have them give me instant comfort. Beauty, strength, and wisdom.
Dec 7th
I'd rather have Cedric Diggory.
txtsfrmlstnght: (860): he wont speak to me right now because i told him it must suck knowing he’ll never be as good as edward cullen..idiot.
Dec 7th
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whatever works...
lovestacey: I’m so funny. I like that gatorade brought all that out of me and onto tumblr :)  hahahahahahahahahahahaha. i miss my stacey <3
Dec 7th
vacay!
Jenna: ooooh! can we watch christmas movies?
please!
Ryan: haha of course
christmas story like 20 times
Jenna: yay! this trip's gonna be fun
Ryan: and drinking while watching
Jenna: of course ;]
Dec 7th
“Everybody! Everybody! Everybody wants to be a cat!”
– Disney’s The Aristocats <3
Dec 7th
update!
+ Turtle Racing was amazing! Petey Jr won! We were mos def PROUD parents! + Dad landed in hospital after collapsing from low blood sugar. SCARY. I spent the majority of my weekend in the hospital. + Consequently, I have to reschedule my trip to SF which is difficult to say the least. + I’m very confused in all matters of love.
Dec 7th