May 2009
14 posts
Public Service Announcement
I am feeling uplifted. A good reflection on life every once in awhile does me some good. I miss the boy with the brown dickies and dead kennedys tshirt that I fell in love with almost 5 years ago. I don’t care for him now like I did then but it’s nice to know that a love like that existed in my life. Not everything is meant to last forever and that’s okay. That’s the way...
I'm just gonna go ahead and say it.
I, I, I, I, I……
I’m unhappy.
Maybe, if I wrote a ton of post-its that said “GET OVER IT JENNA” and placed them all over my house, car, and work areas I’d get over it.
People you love Will turn their backs on you You’ll lose your hair Your teeth Your knife will fall out of its sheath But you still don’t like to leave before the end of the movie...
cherry cordial
I feel like I have a lot to say but, I don’t. What is there to say? I feel empty and completely consumed all at the same time. I just want to scream.
Yuck, Yuck, Yuck.
On the bright side, work and diet/exercise routine are going well. And, Anna’s graduation is on thursday =] Yay! I’m super excited!
I want to see...
i find this an extremely entertaining and true...
nedhepburn:
tumblr is like World Of Warcraft for people with feelings.
Oh wait.
I forgot to mention that despite everything, I am glad to hear that things are taking an upturn in your life. You’re feeling things you haven’t felt in a long time and that is
phenomenal.
The statement above is a recap of the tender moment I had earlier after the initial shock had worn off. This was followed by a deep feeling of grief upon my latest realization that I care far,...
of all the charlie browns in the world, you're the...
I heard some eye-opening news but I think deep down I had a feeling. I feel so many things. And yet, completely blank. I hate this. I was a bit rude today and I’m sorry. I officially deleted you from my phone and I am more glad than ever that I didn’t call you this week. Shit. Hmmm….that is all. I suppose.
i.feel.it.all./Feist
why are you asking me this? you're practically...
Ry: If you're so in love with this guy, why are you making out with me?
Me: .......(Silence)
Ry: I guess I could ask myself the same question.
Me: .......(Silence)
how do i enable comments? mofos.
I have been having the struggle of a lifetime trying not to call you. I want to call but I know I shouldn’t-that’s why your number is hidden on my phone in a place I can’t easily retrieve. I want to talk to you. I want to know what’s going on in your life. I said I would be there for you, let me be there. But, I figure as good as my intentions are, things will probably...
But what am I so afraid of?
I’m afraid of sounding like a bad David Cassidy song. And I’m also afraid of coming off even more crazy than I already am.
I believe my weekend job is set to hire 7 more people. We were on a hiring freeze but, I guess that’s been lifted temporarily. I hope they’re all men. That would be amazing. I also hope they’re only temporary that way there’s no permanent...
Earthquake
So during tonite’s earthquake, I was at work. It was terrifying. I had no idea what to do and I know the person I was with had no idea either. I’m not typically frightened but I think it’s because I’m always at home during earthquarkes. Shit. I’m glad everyone’s okay.
I’m supposed to be studying tonight for my final tomorrow morning. But, here I am...
“There’s nothing I can say to make you try to feel okay. And nothing you...”
– Badly Drawn Boy “A Minor Incident”
I think I love you.
It’s been over a month since that disastrous evening and I still regret every moment of it. Had I known how awful things would end up, I never would have pursued you. I would have learned to pretend that that night after the party never happened.
I should have just let you be. I should have walked away gracefully but, obviously I just didn’t have it in me to be that mature.
I wish you knew how I...
