I’m giving myself the gift of independence. It’s going to be tough but I have to do it. I have to want more for myself and not give in so easily, stick to my guns and remember that I’m worth a whole lot. I didn’t think I’d make it to my 23rd birthday. I should start treating myself right.
Tying up loose ends
can be quite enjoyable.
You can love someone forever but it doesn't make...
I have a feeling tonight’s going to be a very good night. Two days ago I had the best date. We went to a place I already liked. Drank some drinks, smoked some ciggs, and then decided to go back to his house to continue our awesome night. The plan - watch the Hangover, make out and smoke some more. This guy’s a keeper and everything that I’ve always been attracted to. Things are...
J: Hey. What are you up to?
E: I thought you don't have the time or patience for douches like me in your life...
J: I don't but I also haven't forgotten your existence.
E: Well I don't want to be around someone who thinks I'm a shithead, douchebag, or like everyone else. I'm not any of those things and if you believe that I am I cannot see you.
J: Fair enough.
can’t I find anybody my age? Why must I be interested in someone old enough to technically be my father? Don’t answer that.
That’s what you get when you expose your feelings to the rest of the world. You give them a feeling of entitlement to say whatever the hell they’re thinking about you to your face. Today was not a good day for that. I already feel like total shit. I still have a headache, I’m on the verge of tears, and I feel totally crappy about the predicaments I’ve put myself in.
Do you ever get lonely?
Yeah, me too. I don’t either.
I like who I’ve been waking up next to. He’s so nice I have no idea what to with him. I really am my own worst enemy.
dearoldlove: He’s absolutely smitten with me. But you were too, once. Accurate.