July 2011
58 posts
1 tag
This year
I’m giving myself the gift of independence. It’s going to be tough but I have to do it. I have to want more for myself and not give in so easily, stick to my guns and remember that I’m worth a whole lot. I didn’t think I’d make it to my 23rd birthday. I should start treating myself right.
June 2011
13 posts
Tying up loose ends
can be quite enjoyable.
You can love someone forever but it doesn't make...
True story.
Ventura
I have a feeling tonight’s going to be a very good night. Two days ago I had the best date. We went to a place I already liked. Drank some drinks, smoked some ciggs, and then decided to go back to his house to continue our awesome night. The plan - watch the Hangover, make out and smoke some more. This guy’s a keeper and everything that I’ve always been attracted to. Things are...
Nerve.
J: Hey. What are you up to?
E: I thought you don't have the time or patience for douches like me in your life...
J: I don't but I also haven't forgotten your existence.
E: Well I don't want to be around someone who thinks I'm a shithead, douchebag, or like everyone else. I'm not any of those things and if you believe that I am I cannot see you.
J: Fair enough.
1 tag
Why
can’t I find anybody my age? Why must I be interested in someone old enough to technically be my father? Don’t answer that.
I suppose
That’s what you get when you expose your feelings to the rest of the world. You give them a feeling of entitlement to say whatever the hell they’re thinking about you to your face. Today was not a good day for that. I already feel like total shit. I still have a headache, I’m on the verge of tears, and I feel totally crappy about the predicaments I’ve put myself in.
Do you ever get lonely?
Yeah, me too. I don’t either.
I like who I’ve been waking up next to. He’s so nice I have no idea what to with him. I really am my own worst enemy.
Smitten
dearoldlove:
He’s absolutely smitten with me. But you were too, once.
Accurate.
